it's my AHGONG 100th death day today!! can't attend, so depressed.so regret this year. i only gt t c him twice, and both the times is when his eyes were closed, but r first time he was still alive, the second i went t c him is during his funeral.death! actualy, my whole family should be going to malaysia during the chinese new year to pay his visit. however, my stupid body actually fall sick!!!!!!!!ABGRY>>>>> if not i would be able to c him alive, active, walking around his hse, giving me hangbao. i was sick for 2days.(chu1 and chu2).actually decided t went t malaysia on chu2 when i'm better, but my temp rise again, in the end i had t stay at hm with my dad, while, bro n mum went to msia): i was still hoping tt i could went t visit him when its hie bithday but, all becos of the 10thannniversary, i can't go again.my ahgong's birthday celebration crushed with my actual 10thanniversary performance!!!!!!!!! i was so sad tt i wanted my mum t change the date of his celebration, but becos, they had alr book the restaurant,my ahgong's birthday celebration can't b change. hence my mum told me tt she'll bring me back msia during the june holiday.indeed, we went back but is for the 49th day after his death!!!!whywhywhy?



i'm sad....i still can't believe tt my ahgong had alr left us!!!!!!!!!!!
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