got back almost all the result today. but didn't did well.
geo: drop
emath:drop
phy:pending
chem:pending
eng:pending
but i hope my letter writing will pass(15/30) and i will pass my eng..god help me. i wanna pass eng, or all mt effort will be wasted..:(
i wan t pass!!!!!!!!!!

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i have been emo for 2days.
all F put with a fake front. they fake bout themselves.i wouldn't believe them anyone, whereas remained silent....how i wish i could say it out...
it's okay. i will tolerate it...
anyway,sb had the same comment as me too...
i shan't think too much..

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went to serene's place there to celebrate mid-autumn fesitvals yesterday(14/09/08)
have a wonderful time playing.didn't rlly played much on candles n crackers, but mostly played badminton.hahah. play for almost 3 and half hours. we played till the lights were off, and had a difficult time seeing where the cock and landed on. there was lots of mosquitoes there. couldn't stand it..(hais)
at around 10.30+pm, we decided to went home. took pics with von n wanli.
n had a small 'fight' with wanli..

badminton played with:serene, yinching, kel, von, shiyi, elyn, junjie, kokhou etc.
they were all so lihai.
wanted some rounds with the other teams..fun time..

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why doesn't anyone understand me?
my friends, my family.
the F group!
they are fake(except my family)
no one knows how i feel.
they wish for ppl to care, understand them when they are sad, wronged.
but when i was sad, wronged, has anyone rly cared for me?
they don't. not even a FAKE care.
many times i feel like crying, confronting them.
but if i did, a few weeks later, they will joke about it.i experienced it b4(2008)
they laughed, they teased, they are sarcastic!

i should hold back my tears, put on a brave front, and not told them so much about my personal things.
i wanted sth from them. but mostly none.'(
i may laugh afterwards, cos i put away the matter quickly.

i did hve times tt are wonderful and memorable with them.
i treasure those.but....
they may be close to u.but think carefully, do they rlly mean it? is it from their bottom of heart?
sometimes some do, sometimes some don't.

i have no one to rlly talk to.i was sad, they don't know.
no choice, but to appear cheerful.
but why can't i smile as often as i like?wrong?
i do love them, but they disappoint me at times.

when will i ever have a true and close 'them'?
maybe i maybe wrong, but...
wish that in my love relationship, i will have sb tt is true, close to me.
he care, understand and protects me(:

P.S. if i ever wrote this, tt means i'm rlly emo:(

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