PTM today! relieved! was glad that ct nv give nasty comments((: he tried t motivates me, far more betteras compared t my last year ct. surprisingly, he didn't suan my parents n me about my grades! but as compared t last year, this year grades are considered good, maybe. alright shall be nice t my this year ct then. my parents came at around 6.30pm. didn't expect my mom t come too. lucky she came, i don need take train back with my dad alone, cos mom drove us home, and i slept all the way back home((:
dad n mom weren't angry or disappointed with me! ((: cos they know that i had somehow improve as compared t last year! they are kind of pleased with my econs- i got B, 97.3 percentile((:
math 70.9 percentile, phy extremely lousy-6.9 percentile, chem 69.4 percentile. at least, as compared t last year, almost all my percentile are above 50, great improvement maybe. but still need t work hard from now on. the feeling of making my parents pleased and satisfied with my results can actually brighten up my day!((: dad encourages me too and i could see tt he was quite happy too on our way back home, and should i say my mom too? at last she said sth pleasing, and tried t encourage me too, rather than dampening my fighting spirits. if not for their happy or satisfied mood, i wouldn't have the mood to sleep till so soundly tt i didn't even know we have arrived.
after walking down from the hall, outside lt4 there, i saw gw and his classmates. I actually saw him before i went for the ptm, but bcos i'm scared at that point in time, i don dare talk t him-scared of my parents. i cried when my parents arrived! gosh! was too scared tt i ran t ql and started tearing slighly. after tt, i went up with my parents t the hall, cos ql parents haven't arrive, n i'm gona be late for ptm. but as mentioned above, lucky ptm went well, if not i would have a terrible night and wkend. oh ya, so after the ptm, i ran towards gw and showed him my results slip, and he actually said i'm coming t show off! please ah! only can show off my econs results. they were surprised at my econs grade and percentile too, cos i actually win gw's last year percentile! haha! and weisheng tried t tease gw by saying partly bcos of the efforts of teachers and others friends but not bcos gw's teaching!! HAHA!!! okay la! i shall thank gw offically! THANK YOU MY DEAR FRIEND LIM GUAN WEI!((: happy alr?haha! my mom wans me t thank you too for coaching me in econs! my mom rarely thanks any of my friends tho! arent u touch? my mom even wanted t give u a free ride home too, but i didn't ask u, cos she only say this after she drove me out of the sch! ps ah gw!

anyway, I'M TOTALLY IN A GOOD MOOD TODAY! COS MY PARENTS ARE HAPPY TOO! BUT TT STUPID FLU IS BACK IN ACTION AGAIN! i couldn't even count how many times i sneeze while reading this post)):

oh the date all tt are correct, its only the time tt is not accurate, menghow! haha!

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we went phy lab for physic lesson today! and guess what, we were actually playing with matches!!! one after another match sticks were being lighted up! the whole lab is filled with match sticks smell!!! and mr mark lim actually said this to us, 'how many cigarettes do u all actually smoke?'
LOL! lots! ashraf, menghow, qiling and i were totally enjoying ourselves! we are actually suppose t perform the experiment,but all were too excited t play with the matches! but we did perform the experiment in the end okay. ((: ashraf's uniform almost caught fire! haha! after having fun playing with the matches, ashraf they all turned t playing the ice instead!!! omg! how childish!(jk) LOL!

was kinda sad after sch today tho...bcos kinda affected by f(x) and also the results tt yinv gotten back)):

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ptm will be on friday- a horrifying day! on monday after our math tut, our ct came in and wanted us t call our parents t comfirm the timing by that day. so no choice, i called my mom and asked if my dad will be working on friday, while i'm talking t my mom, i cried)): i dont really know why anyway, but i was rlly helpless at that moment! i just couldn't control my tears as i told my mom bout the ptm. Qiling found out tt i was crying and came t console me! i seriously appreciate tt, girl! ((: thr's a moment after i hanged up my phone, and i was tryin t look for you, but u were nowhere t be seen)): but thanks for helping me tell cher bout my timing on the meeting.

i felt that i had seriously disappointed my dad! i don really feel sorry towards my mom, cos she just don understand how hard i'm actually trying and those pressure i'm facing now! but i knew my dad will be seriously upset when friday arrives! but i still hope that econs and chem could help make me result slip looks nicer tho. I hate myself for not doing well in the mid-year and that my dad needs t put up with those criticism again! )): i let u down, dad! i'm sorry! )):

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i've no choice but i seriously need t voice it out! why are some people who are just so arrogant, so so effing annoying?
i totally dislike ny staff members!(those tt work in the school office!) gosh! they are just so damn arrogant! hello??? u are the one tt actually need t treat us nicely, and not the other way round! u are the one that are suppose t serve us, as in help us out, but whats the attitude that u gave us??? GOSH GOSH GOSH!!! its such a disgrace....
i nv want t communicate with them, but bcos my friends need t paytheir sch fees, or update their student pass, i gotta followed them to the office, but the attitude they gave t my friends are damn annoying! staff(or should i say teachers?) shouldn't treat students in this manner! >< they just thought that they are of a higher status than us and that they could treat us in whatever manner they want and we have t treat them back with full respect! yucks! i hate it when one thinks he/she is more PRINCIPAL(:

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i don understand why do i have such a brother? LOL, i'm seriously speechless! all my other friends have a caring n understanding brother, but mine? as in, he cares, but in a wrong way! and i just hate the character of his)):

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gosh gosh gosh! 4 oct is the promo exam! OMG!
there's seriously no time left for me t idle around or even daydream!
i started my first phy tuition today; home tuition, and i realised that how WEAK i'm in physic)): this cant go on man! 4oct!!! PROMO!!!! if i don clear the promos, i dono what i will do to myself)):

PHYSIC!!! why cant u be friends with me???? why are u so difficult t understand? WHY?
i'm afraid i'm gonna fail promo phy again! SHUCKS!
gotta pass all my phy lecture test then, or else i'll be dead)):

econs? hope i'll pass promo econs. but i'm still abit confuse about those concepts, and i got no econs tuition alr)):
math? gotta pass no matter what, and its definitely not gg t b a border line pass, i must at least get a C grade for math.
chem? need t pass too, but i always can't break the record of getting a D grade)): how disappointing!

WORRIED WORRIED WORRIED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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ohwells, i did nth today:(
econs test on mon, but i'm not yet prepared for it!
and my stupid laptop just refuse t let me watch youtube videos! ));

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The mid-year has finally come t an end. All papers are given back, which means i got back all my results! and i decided t post this cos i'm kind of happy but at the same time disappointed with my results. should i say i improve or should i not?
the good news is i PASSED MY ECONS!!!! awesome ya? haha! its all thanks t my dear friends who helped me along the way((: (definitely not bcos of the tuition! which i don even find it useful at all)
A BIG THANK YOU TO GW, SERENE n HONG SHIH ((: i wouldn't have really understand the concepts well if not for you all. and of cos, as u guys know, a special n personal thanks t... of cos! ((: (ya, don find it weird tho i mention it twice, but he's rlly sweet, the way he tried his best t make me understand econs.) (argh! menghow, don u dare try t tease me bout this again ya? (: )
and guess what? my first time taking econs, n i scored relatively well(a pat on my shoulders!), but i'm afraid tt i might not score as well as i do for the promo)): nevertheless, i unexpectedly beat an egoisic guy in my econs class!!! HAHAHA!!! n gw said i might even be the top 5 percent for econs, hope so. but i didn't break this good news t my parents still.
i pass my chem but failed math n phy tho. was expecting math, chem n econs t pass, but in the end, i failed math, which seriously demotivates me! fortunately i managed t pass econs, which somehow i see a ray of hope for scoring well for promos(at least able t pass 2 H2 subj)!
However, i'm seriously upset becos of the stupid phy! never in my life have i scored a single digit for phy before! something is wrong with me! i need t change tt attitude of mind when dealing with phy ques! i think i got scared when i couldn't do the first few ques of both paper 1 n 2)):

anyway, i should continue mugging and hope tt i could pass econs, math n chem during promo! i got t clear this promo exam, or my last chance will be gone)): JIAYOU! ((:

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lots n lots of thoughts came flooding into my mind everytime i watched WGM)):
how great it will be if someone actually helped me t carry my bag! it'll definitely be so damn sweet(even if tt person isn't ur ec!)
how great it will be if i could have a BF whom i can share all my joys n sorrows with)):
i nv use t envy those tt are in relationships! but now, i'm starting too! maybe bcos i'm seriously in love with f(x)! but i lack the courage of telling f(x)! seriously, things will change if i were t confess, be it good or bad!
but ever since i watched WGM, seeing how sweet YH is to SH, my heart totally melt! scenes of us tgt kept flashing into my mind! somehow i have the urge of telling f(x) but..still.. i got no courage!
i seriously envy SH n YH! they are so sweet to each other! ((:

sigh! my feelings, my thoughts! who will ever understand? sometimes its even hard when u try t tell ur friends bout ur feeling towards towards f(x)! tt make me even more upset! )):

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top 3 songs of the day
1. no other (suju)
2. i'm a loner (CN blue)
3. love (CN blue)

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honestly speaking, i really find tt FBT is such a sweet guy((: totally melted my heart!!! )):
he's really really sweet! if u know bout those stories, u might agree with me too. AWWW)): how i hope GOD will grant us power n let us succeed in whatever things tt we are suppose t do)): PLEASE GOD! it's our only chance left, let us succeed kay???

alright, i seriuosly need thank someone too-MENG HOW!!!
u are damn good at consoling ppl ya! hahah! last friday, i was so damn emo over my phy paper, cos i handed in a blank script for the first time in my whole study life)): i couldn't believe it man!!!! was really devasated tt i wanted t tell the whole world, including FBT,but i don have the courage. so i told lots of my other friend including meng how!!! and guess what mh did? almost all the msg tt he replied are long n he said tt CRAZZIES WILL GET PROMOTED TGT!!!!! omg! the statement finally lighted up my day!!!! hahah! there's actually so much for me t say, but i donno where n how t continue, so A BIG THANK YOU T YOU MENGHOW!!!!! do share your burden with me too((:

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its PW week for the j1s right after the midyear exam, so i'm totally n absolutely free this week((: WOOHOO!!!! went t watch movie-triple tap(okay lah, not too bad), toy story3(nice, not bad, quite funny tho), karate kid!!!!(THE BEST MAN!!!! cried like siao in the cinema). oh my gosh!!! i'm so damn broke after watching so many movies, but at least i gained an 'experience'. :P



hmmm, come t think bout it, its my fourth time(?) watching movie with a new clique(?) usually i watch movie with my secondary sch clique, last year went with my juniors t watch '17again' n o9 classmates t watch 'my girlfriend is an agent'. this year was with the 3 guys t watch triple tap n toystory3 and karate kid with qiling n yvonne((:



on wednesday, the movie ended at around 230pm, but bcos i have tuition at 6pm, i couldn't go home, so we went t stroll around plaza sing. OMGGG! its rlly tiring man! cos we are just walking around aimlessly!!!! )): n the 2 guys just refuse t say whats on their mind, cos i kind of know tt they have something on, but bcos i'll alone, they donn wana t pangseh me)): LOL!! told them i can walk around omw, but they insisted on followin! >< i felt so damn guilty can? )): but still wanna thank them for acc-ing me, tho i felt tt i wasted their precious time)):

anyway, i shall emphasis on karate kid! haha!!! wonder what will happen if i were t watch this movie with them?!! HAHAHA!!! will i still weep silently or cry loudly? cos normally even if i watch movie like monga, with my bestie, i will only weep silently(ps mah), but for karate kid, i totally cried out without fear of letting qiling know! why??? HAHA!!! tt bcos she cried more loudly than i did, so i'm not afraid of letting her know tt i cry too!! HAHA!! she's too emotional lah! i'm better in controlling my feelings as compared t her! HOHHOO!!!

love DRE's attitude! i gotta learn more from him!

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