my heart just hurt so much! its damn pain!!! i have no mood for everything! just feel like crying! but who will ever understand my pain????
i tot it'll be a miracle but after tt day....
will i ever be able to enter ur heart? will u ever rlly notice me? would i even wan to let u know my feelings towards you????

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i'm so damn angry tt day tt i tried to supress my anger in front of them! i wanted to cry, wanted to walk away...but i don have the courage! so i tried to study, try to focus, but i just cant do it! den later my other friends came, but i didn't notice them(cos too angry)
i told my friend bout it, she told me to just leave, don care. but again i just can't do it! i felt so invisible there. one of them tried to talk to me, but the other kept interupting, so in the end, i gave up talking to the BOTH OF THEM!!!! my junior came, so i decide to acc her and i finally left the table, but she gave me tt 'y u ditch me' face. HELLO??? who's the one who is ps-ing me? i'm so angry tt i replied in a harsh tone, ' my junior alone lei!!!' n i walked away!!!!
she's the one who said she wanted to study....but she nv!!!! she was talking with my other friend bout her ec!!!! i was so damn angry tt i said this to her: u wan ur ec or him???
they just chat n chat n chat tt i don wanna study with them again! next week will be math n econs lecture test!!! but i'm feel so angry n sad tt i rlly have no mood to study!!!! FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!

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i missing you!!!
would you know?
would i ever want u to know?
i'm so confused now!!!!

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ok! since gw wanted so much things n he desires so much!!! i shall list mine too!!! hahaha

I want excellent results
I want iphone/i touch
I want new bagpack(not v big or small,but can bring to sch)
I want Bf
I want camera(not digital)
I want buy contact lens
I want celb for my Bd
I want sch days back!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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I admit tt i'm selfish at times. but who aren't selfish?
u wouldn't want others to be close to the person tt u like isn't?
its just a human mentality tt cant be changed.

how i wish tt i can stick with him all the time, but tt's not possible. becos i still need to care bout all my gf's feeling. u might ask if he's my eyecandy or not, but after much thoughts, I don think so. an lian maybe?

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hey ppl! its my first time late for 730 lesson!!! so damn scare cos i nv do econs hw and i'm gonna be late for his lesson. so i decided to do my work on my way to sch since there's a traffic jam!!!! and end up tt cher mention tt whoever is the last person to come will be the econs rep!!! and i kena become econs rep cos the last two person decided to skip econs tut?!!! what the hell!!!!!!!

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oh!!! life is so great now adays!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i love my class so much!!! damn 'noisy'(in a good way)
ahhha!!!! enjoying life to the fullest!!!
okay i once told guanwei tt i donn wan to celebrate my 18th birthday...cos i feel tt 2010 does not exist at all for me! but yest, i decided to change my mind!!!! cos of some other reasons!!! hahaha
so decided to celebrate my 18th birthday!!!! hahahaha
been staying back after sch to study these few days!!! ___________!!! u will nv understand unless u are the one tt heard about my story!!! hoho X]
and ppl!!! be anticipated to see a change in my shoes on sat!!! hahahah

Labels: GREAT

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