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date: Thursday, September 30, 2010
time:1:46 AM
Its bleeding, its rlly bleeding:( i know u're deeply hurt, but i'm hurt too. I wanna be someone different, but yet, it creates more problem. looks like lots of things happen recently. I don't know how t express my concern, i don't know lots of things! I'm such a fool!
I wanna do lots of things FOR you and do lots of things WITH you, yet, idk how. its not the time yet, cos promo is round the corners. whenever i saw sth or did sth, i would think of you, cos i wanna do it with you, i wanna enjoy the feeling of having u by my side. yet, when i'm in front of you, idk what i'm thinking. i rlly dk what i'm thinking! i'm such a failure, complete failure, in both studies n r/s. nevertheless, there are still happy moments tt we shared, those happy moments tt i'll nv forget! once u smile, i will start t smile. but when u're emo, i'll emo too! yet, i'm seem so hopeless when u're emo. :( :( :( :( :( :(


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date: Tuesday, September 28, 2010
time:7:34 AM
I WANNA BRING GOOD NEWS T EVERYONE ON 16 NOV 2010!!! PLEASEEEE!
I CAN DO IT! I CAN! I CAN! I CAN!


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date: Thursday, September 9, 2010
time:5:05 AM
HANG IN THERE TRACY! ITS THE LAST ROUND SO DON't LET UR GUARDS DOWN! DON'T SLOW DOWN NOW! DON'T!!! MOVE ON, N MOVE FASTER! YOU CAN DO IT!

♥ ♥ ♥


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time:12:13 AM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YVONNE ZHENG!!! MUST STUDY KAY! DON KEEP THINKING OF MAO! HAHA


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time:12:06 AM
slept at 5am in the morning n woke up at 12pm, so cant rlly focus on studies today, no wonder kept dozing off. today's mugging failed! not effective at all! :((
anyway, while studying, images on the bus tt day kept flashing across my mind(: haha! so sweet!
gona make sth for u soon! MISS YOU:D


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date: Tuesday, September 7, 2010
time:9:45 AM
When i was standing at the end of the world and couldn't see the path, i needed someone.
When i was trapped in the darkness and couldn't see the light, i was waiting for the helping hand.
You wouldn't know that you're the only one in the world; only one more than better world.
I believe dream for you n me, you are the long waited rain in my draughty day.
You soaked my heart n gave me courage.
You make fly n smile again, coming into my arms n giving happiness silently just like a rainbow after a shower. I wanna make a love.

When you found out that i ran away, perhaps you were disappointed.
I had courage t come back becos you were there; you the one always in my heart.
I believe dream for you n me, you are the long waited rain in my draughty day.
You soaked my heart n gave me courage.
You make fly n smile again, coming into my arms n giving happiness silently just like a rainbow after a shower. I wanna make a love.

On lonely night, its an endless n stuffy dark night. those are the days when i cried alone during the dark nights In lieu of the ppl who could only hurt my callow heart.
and my heart was having a draught, but thats okay, you make a way.
The person who will always be guiding me is you, the only reason of living is only you.
Within the desert you are my Oasis, the sweetest chocolate.
I believe dream for you n me, you are the long waited rain in my draughty day.
You soaked my heart n gave me courage.
You make fly n smile again, coming into my arms n giving happiness silently just like a rainbow after a shower. I wanna make a love.

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time:9:21 AM
I'll nv imagine myself doing that, but miraculously, i did. AWW!!! an eye opener indeed. (:
love tt feeling ttm ttm ttm:D
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oh, yup, but don lost ur focus on ur studies too! PROMO COMING TRACYYYYYYY!!!! REVISEEEEEE!!!!!!!!






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date: Sunday, September 5, 2010
time:10:35 AM
29 DAYS LEFT!!!
GOSH GOSH GOSH!!! THIS IS KILLING!
OH MAN! BE THANKFUL TT I'M STILL ALIVE! BUT I BELIEVE HEART ATTACK WILL TAKE ACTION ANYTIME SOON. :(
ALRIGHT, STUDIED PHY, MATH N ECONS SINCE SAT STARTED. BUT DID I APPROACH THE SUBJ WITH THE CORRECT METHOD? IF NOT, ITS NOT USE STUDYING TILL SO LATE TOO.


:( blog under observation now :(


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time:1:55 AM
opps! YOG is over n i realised i haven post bout it! anyway, crazzies enjoyed ourselves on 25aug. our class went t watch the preliminary rounds for table tennis n we cheered, screamed, laughed n cam-whored till mad!!! HAHAHA!!! 1000 shots taken in just 3hrs time. aren't we great? haha! its rlly nice watching the matches too(: tho singapore lose in the end, but still i admired their determination! keep it up(:
after singapore loses, we continued t stay there and thats the moment tt crazzies become super high! (crazzies+ frances+elizabeth+yuanlong) haha! i rmbed ash n ql using the 'pong pong' t hit each other n the students from sec sch were like, wat are the 2 person doing? aww! we seriously throwed NY face! haha! but we kept saying tt we were from HC! hoho! who cares? kay, an enjoyable day indeed(:








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date: Saturday, September 4, 2010
time:12:46 AM
Hols are here, and i'm definitely gona miss CRAZZIES n him:(( how t survive?
anyway, its a PRECIOUS MUGGING WEEK, so i shall mug till 3am everyday, hope tt helps. thr's rlly not much time left man, i wanna walk out at the end of 2010 with no regrets n also beautiful memories n enter 2011 happily with another new n important goal in my life.
one important 'mission' tt i set for myself in this year has been fufilled, the another 'mission' tt shall be fufilled by the end of this year will be the PROMOS! cant afford t let this opportunity slip off again, its the only chance left t determine the life tt i'll be living for the rest of my life. So, GOD! i hope u heard my prayers n bless me with all the powers n wishes tt you have. I sincerely hope tt I(and WE!!!) could conquer PROMO n get PROMOTED!!! yup, yup!


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date: Thursday, September 2, 2010
time:9:43 PM
MY SEPTEMBER CHART
1. oasis-beast
2. Mazeltov-ZE:A
3. love light- cn.blue
4. heartbeat of taiwan-jolin tsai
5. WOWOWOW- shinee
6. this love- G dragon
7. love- cn.blue
8. i'm a loner-cn blue
9. I MY ME MINE-4 minute
10. everyone-YOG


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date: Wednesday, September 1, 2010
time:5:49 AM
I'VE SUCH AN AWESOME BROTHER! wow!


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