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date: Tuesday, November 30, 2010
time:11:49 PM






shared frappe and cheese cake with him! :D



went t 313 somerset with dear today! :D movie first. watched bruce lee and i cried towards the end of the movie. sympathies bruce lee's friends and was touched by their friendship! went for lunch then shopping at ion orchard! bought jeans from mango and shorts from osmose. tea time at tcc! heh! omg! so damn happy! i'm like jumping for joy when i'm with him! miss him so much! but i hate it when time passes by so fast whenever i'm with him:( LOVE GOING OUT WITH HIM THO! :D :D :D


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date: Saturday, November 27, 2010
time:8:50 AM
i know all of you are disappointed with me. but do know that i struggle alot to come out with this decision. i hope u all can understand. rlly! I've been always struggling between this two. and trust me, either way won make me feel good too. bcos i know i would have let down the other party. but i rlly need, and i should do it. bcos tt's wat couples normally do. if one day u all are in a r/s, u all will understand too. now tt i don have much time t spare so i wanna spend every single time i've with him. of cos, tt's not saying tt i won spend time with u all too. But, its rlly normal for couples to behave in this way tho. i don wana disappoint both parties, but sometimes, something need t be done this way. i'm sorry if i hurt all of ur hearts. but i also hurt his heart too! :( idw things to turn out worst anymore. so please, i know ur are disappointed with me, but give me some time t manage both friendship n r/s well kay? as u all know, i cant rlly juggle between this two. so yup, give me time. n i know u all will understand me one day too. i'm glad bcos ash was in a r/s so he always know why i did all this. but nevertheless i need all of ur support too. BUT, priorities need t be set right, and so he will also come in first and because when there's someone in your heart, your heart will naturally go to tt person and wants to spend your life with that person-that's human and that's love...
i'm sorry t every single one of you, including him!


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date: Saturday, November 20, 2010
time:3:10 PM
Be careful not to fall prey to your own idealism today, Pisces. While this is one of your most admirable qualities, as it contributes to your romantic, creative nature, too much of anything can be harmful. It's important to see things as they are, despite how much you may wish them to be different. The real world doesn't always go hand in hand with your ideal place. If something feels off, it probably is. Trust your instincts.
~horoscope.com

maybe its not as simple as I think it should be. nth comes without challenges, nth is perfect. I hate myself being so naive and dumb. I always thought tt I've everything and anything. I always assume tt the world revolves only for me and tt others are able t know wat i want, but it doesn't seem like its true. i've been living in my own ideal world. maybe its time I wake up from my idealism and be brave so as t live in this world thats filled with challenges and difficulty. and yup its definitely true tt life isn't the same as those in the dramas. dramas are just stories tt are being carefully planned. find the right tap and make sure you drench yourselves in the maturity tt u should have, tracy!


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date: Sunday, November 7, 2010
time:11:56 PM

letter from him:D

cards tt i made for him.


i made this with his initials for him.

little cutie bear from hs!




USS


its our second month today:D and we went Universal Studio t spent our significant day thr!
loved the day, the place and of cos LOVE HIM!!! supposed t meet at 9.50am at harbour front station but i was late:( ard 10am then reach. took bus RWS8 thr and we finally reach USS! WOOHOOO! we put our bags in lockers for fear tt it will be too hassle if we were t take rides later. and we got t keep our gifts for eachother in a safe place:D

our first station: FAR FAR AWAY; shrek 4-D adventure:D
i love tt! its so damn coool. its kind of like the fourth t fifth time i'm watching 4-D maybe. but its even more exciting when i get t watch it with my bf tho:D haha, bcos the feelin is rlly different.

we went t ancient egypt after tt. tried out on the treasure hunters and revenge of the mummy! i must say tt the total darkness of tt indoor roller coaster with unexpected turns n face t face with the mummies are just so unforgettable. its a psychological thrill ride tt i would nv forget, especially when hs is beside me((: we even went for a second round after we've tried out almost all the attractions!

had our dinner at marty's casa del wild and again i didn't finish the food again:( after we watched the shows all tt, we went t have orea cream chez cake:)) nice!!!
went t other attractions as well such as lights, camera, action! hosted by steven spielberg; waterworld; enchanted airways and lastly jurassic park rapids adventure:D we got wet while we were on the river raft ride despite buying the ponchos! LOL! and the staff member even said tt by buying ponchos, we will be saved from gettin wet! wat bullshit, our shoes and hair are wet can! hs's jeans are wet too:(
the feeling is just so different when u go t a theme park with either ur bf or gf. its totally different from gg with families all tt. i just love walking hand in hand with him:D took lots of pics! but yup, thr's those secrets pics tt cant be shared with the public. haha ( don think the wrong way, its definitely not wat u all are thinking bout! xd)

we left USS at around 6.4opm with some attractions not being tried out, cos we are leaving it for our second visits(: exchanges gifts and took RWS8 back t vivo. walked around and i hate t say goodbye t him again:(((

but nevertheless, its another memorable day tt both of us wouldn't forget! I LOVE YOU HONGSHIH! ♥ ♥ ♥

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