why doesn't anyone understand me?
my friends, my family.
the F group!
they are fake(except my family)
no one knows how i feel.
they wish for ppl to care, understand them when they are sad, wronged.
but when i was sad, wronged, has anyone rly cared for me?
they don't. not even a FAKE care.
many times i feel like crying, confronting them.
but if i did, a few weeks later, they will joke about it.i experienced it b4(2008)
they laughed, they teased, they are sarcastic!

i should hold back my tears, put on a brave front, and not told them so much about my personal things.
i wanted sth from them. but mostly none.'(
i may laugh afterwards, cos i put away the matter quickly.

i did hve times tt are wonderful and memorable with them.
i treasure those.but....
they may be close to u.but think carefully, do they rlly mean it? is it from their bottom of heart?
sometimes some do, sometimes some don't.

i have no one to rlly talk to.i was sad, they don't know.
no choice, but to appear cheerful.
but why can't i smile as often as i like?wrong?
i do love them, but they disappoint me at times.

when will i ever have a true and close 'them'?
maybe i maybe wrong, but...
wish that in my love relationship, i will have sb tt is true, close to me.
he care, understand and protects me(:

P.S. if i ever wrote this, tt means i'm rlly emo:(

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