lots of things happen lately.

today, after physic lecture test, i cried. but why? was it because i'm overly concern bout the results? i was nv like this before, maybe because of qiling n hs influence. right after phy lecture test today, i suddenly got lots of mixed feelings. was staring blanking at the stage when yvonne came to console me, followed by qiling. I was bout to wipe, but decided to stay strong. but after tt qiling came n said this t me, it's okay..blah blah blah...which i suddenly couldn't take it anymore n burst into tears! soon after tt, MOMO came. i dono why i felt kind of embarrass, so decided to stop crying n leave. i didn't know they will be there( whr they still wanted to console me maybe), which kind of surprises me again. (:
but i reckon tt i cried maybe bcos there's just too much things tt happen recently n bcos i rlly study for this test, i cant afford to fail. n even i didn't study, I RLLY CANT AFFORD TO FAIL!!!! this cant happen again! where's my fighting spirits? i goonna find them back NOOW!!!!

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