ptm will be on friday- a horrifying day! on monday after our math tut, our ct came in and wanted us t call our parents t comfirm the timing by that day. so no choice, i called my mom and asked if my dad will be working on friday, while i'm talking t my mom, i cried)): i dont really know why anyway, but i was rlly helpless at that moment! i just couldn't control my tears as i told my mom bout the ptm. Qiling found out tt i was crying and came t console me! i seriously appreciate tt, girl! ((: thr's a moment after i hanged up my phone, and i was tryin t look for you, but u were nowhere t be seen)): but thanks for helping me tell cher bout my timing on the meeting.

i felt that i had seriously disappointed my dad! i don really feel sorry towards my mom, cos she just don understand how hard i'm actually trying and those pressure i'm facing now! but i knew my dad will be seriously upset when friday arrives! but i still hope that econs and chem could help make me result slip looks nicer tho. I hate myself for not doing well in the mid-year and that my dad needs t put up with those criticism again! )): i let u down, dad! i'm sorry! )):

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