come t think about it, there are actually lots of happy moments that both of us shared, but there are also times when i feel like giving up. flashback after flashback starts appearing in my mind as i wrote this post. all these memories seemed so fresh in my, as if they all happened just days ago. almost half a year has past, and what i could do is to only reminisce on those memories, which somehow are of no purpose tho. However, they actually helped me t carry on with my life, motivates me, enables me t enjoy my jc's life, but all of these brought sorrows t my life too.
i enjoy the sweet moments tt we shared, maybe t me only. but sometimes, i can't sense the feeling tt i'm actually looking for. recently ago, we were alone somewhere else in sg. i totally love the feeling when there's only 2 of us. bcos i could crap lots of things, but when there are other ppl around, thr's nth i can say. but tt day was totally great n happening. ( maybe its wat i feel only) That day, i got this urge, but it subsided times after times. after tt, i told my friend bout it, and he told me t wait till everything is over den i say it out. okay, but thats abit difficult.

erm, alright, i shall carry on my life only to think of those happy memories.

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