what more can i say, they are just AWESOME FRIENDS OF MINE! -CRAZZIES:D
little did i know that menghow actually do share my prbs with ashraf and both will actually discuss it tgt n come up with different pov. u wouldn't know how sweet they are! i'm so damn touch when meng sent me the convo that they had. really appreciate everything that they did for me(: i've really entered the right class and i'm sure that this year isn't wasted n its an important year in my life. what i wanted t say is, ' THANKS FOR BEING SUCH AN AWESOME LISTENING EAR N HELPING ME WITH ALL MY PRBS. MOST IMPORTANTLY, ALL THOSE COMMENTS THAT U ALL GAVE, BE IT POSITIVE OR NEGATIVE:D ITS REALLY HELPS INDEED.'

i seriously have lots to say t crazzies, but some appreciation just cant be described by words:( hope tt u all understand, and that i rlly love u all! may we remain as friends forever, and i rlly mean it(:

btw, lots of things happen recently.
i din't know tt things will happen in this way, and i seriously don mean to say it out, though i felt indignant when all decided t pon econs lecture. but i seriously blurt it out unknowingly. i'm seriously aren't good at telling lies or even helping them to cover up. what irritates me the most was oliver told the whole class that i was the one who say it out and i shld try t cover up sth liddat. hello? its my fault for not helping them t cover up? the lecturer asked if i'm sure my classmates did not take the letters, and my first reply was, they nv come how t take? i don mean t expose them(should i use this word), its just a natural reaction of me. sigh, alright, its over now and i shouldn't ponder over it. i truly hope that all of them are genuine in believing me.

the second issue is even more serious, and i don't know where and how t start. it still sent chill down my spine whenever i think bout it. and i appreciate what crazzies did for me-qiling helped me with the draft while ash n meng gave opinions and suggestions t me. it might seem that this matter is solved, but there's still lots of things that i wanna 'clarify', cos thr just some things that i don really understand. but it seriously affected my mood for the whole day and i DON BLAME changi cos its my fault tho:( even crazzies think tt i shouldn't have respond in tt way, which cos this situation t happen. anyway, its the first time tt i didn't finish one whole bowl of noodles, n i think meng is stunned by my actions tho. but i'm seriously gona cry, if changi gona ignore me the whole day. aww! ltr in the day, changi asked meng t join, but cos meng knew tt i need t clarify some things, so he didn't agree. but changi was still not himself. i showed changi the letter and i was rlly frightened at tt time. for a moment, i wish crazzies are by my side. i nearly cried when changi explained his actions, but i fought back my tears tho. i couldn't imagine what will happen if i cried out. whats more, there are just some things that i wanna say it out, but i can't! :( and i hate myself for behaving like this tho. i rmb, changi said sth related t rights, gosh! of cos changi has every right t do so. situation was back t normal again at ard 6pm, and i enjoyed the time that we had tgt(: seriously serious. lol. but, i'm still appalled by wat happened earlier. :( :( :(

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