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date: Saturday, November 27, 2010
time:8:50 AM
i know all of you are disappointed with me. but do know that i struggle alot to come out with this decision. i hope u all can understand. rlly! I've been always struggling between this two. and trust me, either way won make me feel good too. bcos i know i would have let down the other party. but i rlly need, and i should do it. bcos tt's wat couples normally do. if one day u all are in a r/s, u all will understand too. now tt i don have much time t spare so i wanna spend every single time i've with him. of cos, tt's not saying tt i won spend time with u all too. But, its rlly normal for couples to behave in this way tho. i don wana disappoint both parties, but sometimes, something need t be done this way. i'm sorry if i hurt all of ur hearts. but i also hurt his heart too! :( idw things to turn out worst anymore. so please, i know ur are disappointed with me, but give me some time t manage both friendship n r/s well kay? as u all know, i cant rlly juggle between this two. so yup, give me time. n i know u all will understand me one day too. i'm glad bcos ash was in a r/s so he always know why i did all this. but nevertheless i need all of ur support too. BUT, priorities need t be set right, and so he will also come in first and because when there's someone in your heart, your heart will naturally go to tt person and wants to spend your life with that person-that's human and that's love...
i'm sorry t every single one of you, including him!


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